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title: My life is good
date: Tuesday, March 30, 2010
time:11:51 PM

The past few weeks have been awesome, i've been wanting to blog about this when it happened but keep forgetting!

Life has been very 顺利 for me ! Somehow everything seems to be going the way I LIKE IT! :D

And some instances i try so hard to make decisions and finally i get the best of both worlds! Let me demonstrate TWO such instances that made me so happy! Lol, they're both food examples of my happy 幸运 life !

Once during work i was thinking so hard for 4 hours what to eat cos i kept changing my mind between fried fish or sliced fish (HAHA I KNOW IT SOUNDS STUPID RIGHT) but i decided on fried fish! So lunch was at 2pm... And while queueing i was still being a baoxian, meaning fickleminded, but yes i still said fried fish. IN THE END the aunty said not enough fried fish, and asked if she could mix with sliced fish!!!! I bloody excited sia! :D Make me think so long. Haha. Wheee so i had a very happy lunch!

Then another time, i decided to go explore the area after visiting linda at her gallery so i made my way to peacecentre! Initially i checked my wallet only left big notes so i didnt wanna spend on eachacup cos small change = spent without knowing! So i was so sad..... After walking around awhile idk why i had the urge to open my wallet and suddenly out pops out a 5$ note!! And then came the thinking..... jelly or pearl?!?!?! I decided on jelly......... But hey guess what againnnn!!! :D the person forgot what i wanted and added like one scoop of pearls before checking with me again. So, once again i didnt actually have to decide between both!

Right, i think i sound retarded now.

OK LA, my happy lunch days. :) This thursday we're gonna explore fortune centre duck rice yumyum! Wheeeeeeee working with linda and sophia at 8Q's the best! Eat together plus so near each other! :) :) :) BX may be joining us! (Y) Life is awesome!

Haha. Today was good.... hibernating ftw. I just watched River Monsters! Cool shitz.

Hmm driving in the morning tmrw, byez.

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title: Bored!
date:
time:2:30 PM

A million things i wanna dooooooo! :DDD

Horseback riding at STCRC/BukitTimahSaddleClub/RidersLodge(which is in malaysia!)
Visit the zoo
Kiteflying at marina barrage (since how many years ago we wanna fly kite ah...haha)
Iceskating with shortcutz
Skating at ecp
Double Biking
Squash
Tennis
Timbre with 1308 girlz
XLB buffet at crystal jade holland V!
Watch how to train a dragon & clash of the titans!
HONG KONG 17 - 21st MAY!!!! :D
Find new job? Maybe?
TEOHENG WITH FLOORBALLGIRLIES
Play floorball at springfieldsec
SIMPANG BEDOK DINNER WITH THE CRAZYPEOPLE!
Pass FTT & TP, get my driving licence and a carrrrr!
And so on so on so on so on...............

Haha ok i was just testing out the bullet function! Lol Ohwell most of the things can probably be achieved in the next 2 months or so except for the very first bullet :( So sad my parents cancelled their poloclub membership last time grahhhhhhhhhhhx!!!! I think turf city probably offers the best so far what i read in the reviews especially since it's newer and has bigger space. Lol but the riding lodge in malaysia sounds pretty cool cos you can ride through mountainy areas .... of course the fees are higher! 2D1N for 2 people would be 1600+++RM and thats only for a few hours of horseriding which is not worth it cos you can probably just travel somewhere a little further for a relaxing holiday (:

I wanna go cameron with neighy?! Going up to see her tonight after such a long long long time.

Ahhhhh I simply can't wait to go HK with my girliez! :D

I've got 3 days offdayz till work again on thursday and yesterday was pretty wellspent with my dad, sophie,maox,linda & meimeiz. haha. my dad and i went to find them for lunch then hang around awhile before i went bedok to meet meimei :X was like... 30minutes late. HAHA. anyways we took the shuttle bus to ikea and walked around doing nothing in particular before buying hotdogs&icecream and walking over to my sisters' place!

Played rockband and ate icecream .... then my parents came over around 7.30 to fetch us home! Wheeeeee my big bro came back from bangkok and bought us clothes! Hah. His pictures are full of his fishing adventures instead of shopping, wasted sia.

Kk the freaking rain messed up plans for skating&cycling at ecp so i'm gonna hibernate now. Stupid mysoju suddenly screwing up and i can't watch my dramaaaaaas ! SIGH.

I can think of things i wanna do every now and then but when i wanna list them down as what i did above, it usually doesn't flow. and it's only after some time i'll suddenly remember but am too lazy to add it in................

I am really bored.

Singapore is a boring place to live in.

Safe, yea.

But damn boring as hell.

You see everyone's picture albums on facebook practically doing the same thingz, just with different people on different days.

真无聊 .....

FRIENDS, PLEASE SEND ME PANED WINDOWS (4) / SLATE TILES (2) IN FARMVILLE, TODAY'S THE LAST DAY! I only 6 more items for my maison to be completed....... :)

Aiya, sleeping time byebyez.

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title: RWS Casino ; Sick
date: Sunday, March 28, 2010
time:12:07 AM

:( So sad.... My parents are still at the casino..... :( :( :(

And i'm probably sick today! Feverish :( :( :(

Stupid weather!

Aie.......... Work tmrw. Sianzzzz.

Can't wait to watch DRAGONS & CLASH OF THE TITANS!

Bx don't PS me ah. :P

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title: Angry!
date: Saturday, March 27, 2010
time:5:18 PM

Omg I think I'm mighty slow but now I'm starting to recall whats in the spoilt ext hard disk other than my songs and Kpop pics. OMGGGGG. All my floorball + genting + last day of year09 +++more, after A's pics are all inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everything from after A's onwards are in it and... idk what else.

I. Am. Pissed.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Ok..... Nvm i'll see how I can salvage my pictures. :(

Now, it's time for church.

RAH D:

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title: Wonder Girls - Irony
date: Tuesday, March 23, 2010
time:12:20 AM

I like their dance!! :D

Anyway, no work today and i didnt even complete a single uni application yet. Was stuck on the SMU application page the entire day :( I can't find one of my certs that i need to send it!!! Been looking for it all over, only managed to find the envelope it came in. :( :( :(

Sigh. I went swimming in the afternoon, nice new goggles = good swim!

I'm in a dilemma! Should i just go ahead and submit w/o the cert, or just omit that achievement???

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title: Procrastinating
date: Monday, March 22, 2010
time:6:36 PM

Today, I did everything but apply for universities. :(

Packed my room a little and found relevant documents for sending in to SMU. Went for a short swim in the late afternoon and here I am. I actually typed some stuff for the CCA descriptions but i didn't save it and after 20minutes it timed out. SO, i'm facing a blank page once again.

MLIG.

I wanna discover a different ME! Scared of interview though, but aiya, better faster submit by tonight!! then tmrw i'll pay at the AXS machine + mail the documents. Whew.... Hope all goes according to plan!

Tmrw is B&J CONE DAY! :D Going with amanda to... idk where. Then we'll go for our driving lesson at cdc cos coincidentally, same timing! her first lesson and my 9th. i'm trying to spread out my lessons w/o being too rusty at the wheel cos my FTT is on April 17th (thanks to me procrastinating to book a date....) and after that i still have a long long stretch before the TP.

So yes, perseverance come onnnn!!!!

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title: No life
date:
time:12:42 AM

I think I have no life anymore. I have nothing better to do now other than watching xiaxue's guide to life.

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING USEFUL! Lazy slack jobs make me an even lazier no lifer i feel so sad and boring :(

Sigh. I hope I will not procrastinate tmrw and start my uni applications, get it over once and for all.

RAH. I'm so scared I can't get into SMU business! :( :( :( My dream uni!

Kk goodnight!

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title: Holiday !
date: Sunday, March 21, 2010
time:11:11 PM

WE ARE GOING TO HONG KONG! :D

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title: Soshi
date:
time:9:23 AM

Omg all thanks to Linda i think i really need some form of morning prayers (for her religion). Just watched the yesterday RDR perf omg it was so good! even HY didn't look that bad okay so that really says something. rahhh yuri has such a bad girl image I LUV IT!!!!!! Omg i think i'm liking yuri more and more and more :D :D :D

Hahha okays time for breakfast then i'm off to the museum ! :)

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title: SNSD - Run Devil Run ; This week!
date: Saturday, March 20, 2010
time:11:54 PM

ROMANIZED

ddok ba ro heh nun jung mal bad boy sarang bodan ho gi shim bboon
geuh dong ahn nan nuh ddem eh ggam bbak dok ah suh num uh gan guh ya

nun jemi ub suh manner ub suh nun devil devil nun nun
ni handphone soo man eun nam ja han geul ja man ba ggoon yuh ja
neh ko gga ji yuk gyu oon perfume nugu gun ji sul myung heh bwa

nun na mol leh noo gool man nan neun ggeum jjik han geuh buh leut mot go chut ni
ddwi uh bwah do son ba dak ahn in gul

you better run run run run run
duh neun mot bwa gud uh cha jool lae
you better run run run run run
nal boot jab ah do gwan sim ggul dool leh Hey
duh mut jin neh gah dweh neun nal gab pah joo get suh it ji ma
you better run run run run run
ddak gul lyut suh yak ol lyut suh run devil devil run run

neh gyut eh suh sal myuh si heul git da leun yuh ja ggok heut uh bwah
na ub seul dden nun super playboy go geh deul uh de dab heh bwah

nun jemi ub suh manner ub suh nun devil devil nun nun

you better run run run run run
duh neun mot bwa gud uh cha jool lae
you better run run run run run
nal boot jab ah do gwan sim ggul dool leh Hey
duh mut jin neh gah dweh neun nal gab pah joo get suh it ji ma
you better run run run run run
ddak gul lyut suh yak ol lyut suh run devil devil run run

yeh na gat eun eh uh di do ub suh jan muh li gool lyuh suh sil mang het suh
nan geh neh deul boda duh de dan hae nuh geuh luh ke kuh suh mo dwel leh
(gga bool ji mal let ji)nul sarang heh kjool ddeh jal ha let ji

you better run run run run run
duh neun mot bwa gud uh cha jool lae
you better run run run run run
nal boot jab ah do gwan sim ggul dool leh Hey
duh mut jin neh gah dweh neun nal gab pah joo get suh it ji ma
you better run run run run run
ddak gul lyut suh yak ol lyut suh run devil devil run run

ee nulb eun se sang ban eun nam ja nuh hana bba juh bwat jah
ggok na man bwa jool mut jin nam ja nan gi dal lil leh hon ja

I've been addicted to the song!!! Omgggggg. Initially when i saw the blacksoshi concept was out on allkpop i was a little dubious sia then linda gave me the link yesterday and all doubts cleared! hyoyeon is just as ugly and yoona+taeyeon = luvluv! :D i think yoona shouldn't have bangs!!! but she still looks good anyhowz.

Mmm i'm a little sleepy, dont feel like updating.

Anyway last monday, i had driving lesson in the afternoon, bumped into tania at the bus stop, then met up with amanda for yiglooo plus shopping at vivo. meimei came aftr that and we had dinner at carlsjr before walking arnd and going to yigloo again! haha addicted to yigloo yoghurt omg! :D

went home aftr that and had work on tuesday! worked at 4.12 and i had time to fill up my organizer, like finally! after lunch, ended up talking to uncle royston the security guard for like many many many hours LOL. he keep scaring me with ghost stories RAHHH!!! i went home feeling so paranoid and anxious and super freaked out zzzzz. couldnt sleep well, kept having nightmares!!!! T.T

work on wednesday thankfully at 3.12 and i talked non stop with qiuting! the entire day we had so few visitors which was goooooood so we just talk talk talk about anything under the sun! lol. went to visit linda at 2.4 during my lunch time hahahah so sad right we couldnt have lunch tgtr :(

and once again i had work on thursday with rugayah and yes we talked alotz but not all the way cos after lunch we were both so sleepy thanks to feeling full and the RAIN!!!!! so she slept behind the curtain for awhile and i started on another storybook. hahahahaha. went to NLB after work to borrow a few books but in the end i got myself 2 jap, 1 krn and 1 mandarin guidebook. HAHA. i seriously need to improve my chinese.

and i'm gonna start jap classes pretty soon! it's really near the museum so why not :D about 80% confirm joining! heh. :) think i'll take the intensive course which is half a year twice a week!

korean language...... next time ba. i think jap has more advantage at the moment. mmhmm. next time watch anime i dont have to wait for subs! HEHEHE!

Friday, went all the way to IMM with meimei ...............

{ i'll continue some other time, sleepy already! GOODNIGHT! }

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title: We Are The World 25
date:
time:10:04 AM

Haha i've been so hooked on this video!

Anyway, will chase DC off the com later to blog. Lol.

It's been a rather busy week:)

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title: Annoyed
date: Monday, March 15, 2010
time:12:34 AM

I'm super unhappy with this freaking system.

It's like a battle of who has a better computer / less laggy system / faster transfer speed or smthg.

Wtf sia, booking lessons can be such a pain in the butt. Totally puts me off. ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't even get in cos they keep telling me the bloody script timeout.

basket......

I'm very, very irritated. CDC collects so much money from us, the least they could do is upgrade their bloody website and expand the bandwidth or something?!?!?! idk whatever IT jargon you can throw in here. Damn it man.

I'm super dulan with CDC. Now i can get in, all ZEROS.

Am this close to cussing.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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title: Pickup line ; Break
date: Sunday, March 14, 2010
time:9:30 PM

Woohoooo i'm back!

& This is gonna be mineeeeeeeeee in 3 weeks or so!!!!!! :D :D :D

Such a pretty RL bag, i luvvv! :D Waiting for sophie to reply my emailllllll... Think it'll take quite long cos she's in HK now!

Anyway, yes... I'm back! Haha.

I just heard this funny pick up line over th radio,

Hi, if i walked away right now, will i be walking away alone?

Hahahahahha.

Mmmmmmm I didn't do much shopping for clothes, spent more time sitting around eating and just playing with whatever gadgets' in my hand. Went KL and finally bought my new arena goggles! :D I was so sad when i lost mine kk :( It was on offer! Cheap cheap 40RM only, what a steal!!

Bought a beanie and a paperboy cap for 25 & 35 RM respectively, think i irritated the hell out of DC cos i couldnt decide on a colour for BOTH. HAHA.

"navy or brown? really ah brown. i think navy nicer. oh ok but i think brown nicer. how ah? aiya ok la navy. ok la nvm brown. "

HAHAHAHA. and when i finally decided on brown, "dark gray or light gray nicer for the cap? i think light gray right. or dark gray. ............" and it continues. until after 5minutes i finally decide on light gray, i say........... "really ah, the brown beanie nicer?"

LMAO.

Okay yeah, i like thinking! :)

Also very happy with my zara flats i bought at 80RM! RTP 139RM pls, they only had size 35 left, so of course a very happy me thought .... it is fated to be mineeeeeeeeeeeee!

Wheeeeeee :) :) I didn't buy much, did more walking... Went to th Pavilion, it's HUGEEEE! All the branded shops you'll find in ION or ngee ann city or paragon. Ohyeah my parents bought me Mango Delirium and i said "i very smelly meh! i don't need perfume what" hahaha but no shit man, they said yes you are. whatever then, i kinda like collecting perfume. HAHA.

FYI, i am not smelly. if you think i am, you haven't met my brothers. either that or you need to go for consultation with your doctor! maybe you have nasal disease or something.

ok la i'm just talking rubbish now, very bored! i think i've been relaxing so much i've become even lazier (though how much more possible is that?!) and it's ironical how i have so much time to watch videos and movies and dramas and animes during school dayz and now when it's the long long long holidays i have simply no time!

gawd, i've even become too lazy to watch shows. or maybe cos back then, i just wanted to rebel and not do anything related to school. hehehehe. wtf. talk shit again la.

i'm so annoyed!!!!! momster keeps bugging me to apply for the uni courses every hour it's pissing the crap out of me!!! i haven't even made up my mind yet other than SMU business which doesn't just depend on grades but also the interview which if it doesn't go well means i need a backup plan and the backup plan is driving me CRAAAAAAAAAZY.

ok that was a long long long sentence.

anyway...... i'll update again some other time with pictures. have lost the mood to blog already :/

and one last thing before i go, i think i didn't say this last week but i HAVE TO.

i just wanna say a very big big humongous thank you to Mrs Jassey Beetsma for all her help and guidance in Econs! Haha even though all the questions we spotted (ie POLICIES AND INFLATION OMG) didn't come out, just wanna say i appreciate all the time she sacrificed for us! :D Even though i've been such a bad student for the 2 years she taught 1308, perpetually always being her last in class... but she never gave up on me, unlike some other teachers.... hahahahahahha. but ok la whatever! sometimes i think i deserve it.

LOL.

But yes, point is, thaaaank you mrs beetsma! (not like she'll ever see this!) didn't have a chance to thank her in person cos she retired already! we were her last batch D:

Okie i can't concentrate now, on the phone with manda! Byeeeeeeee :)

K i'm gonna try fight for my driving slots NOW cos it's the 15th!

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title: Quote
date: Thursday, March 11, 2010
time:8:33 AM

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.”

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title: Cravings!
date: Wednesday, March 10, 2010
time:11:18 PM

Me wants to go shopping again soon!

And eat superdog twister icecream! :)

Buy newlook's generation laced-up court heels!

buy more bags and shoezzzz! :D :D :D

My 2 faveeeees in the world!

I wanna eat berryliteeeeeee!

Or yamiyoghurt or yoguru!

Omg so many cravings :(

And it's not like i haven't been busy going out.... In fact, i haven't stayed home since idk WHEN!

I miss hibernating and slacking at home :(

Anyway, it was a SUPER busy day for me even though i didnt have work today.

Went out with luowei to suntec, bodyshop warehouse sale! :D i didnt wake up in time for the members' preview :( the crowd was sickening!!!

gave me such a bad headache. left the place after buying some stuffzz and started towards raffles city chijmes there (supposed to meet sophie mao and linda but turns out linda alr had her lunch and nvm la i also dont wanna eat at the likashinglib again hehe!) before turning back and heading home to meet my sis & dad for lunch!

afterwhich went to change money, then to parkway. then homez for awhile to pack before heading out again for dinner and THEN my 7th driving lesson. it's been almost 1.5months since my last lesson!!!!!!

oh well, idk why i always end up with instructors who start late and end early. today, i ended more than 15minutes early! WTF right. :( but nvm.... he was pretty good. drove around tampines, pasir ris today, nubbadz! i'm an above avg driver wor! just that i tend to drive too fast...... :( :( :( can't help it!

and finally i'm back home rly tired but was looking thru blogshops just now. nothing nice! dunno how sophie always fights her battles every night...... got nothing worth fighting for lei. :/

walaozz... damn tired now. eyes closing alr :(

yesterday was okayzzz, went MFM with mavis & luowei, followed by berrylite for dessert! yummmmmmmmmm!

kk i'll be away in m'sia for the next 4 days... don't miss me! ;)

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title: Regrets & Reflections
date: Saturday, March 06, 2010
time:9:14 AM

:( Life is full of regrets.............. But time to suck it up and move on yo.

All these little curveballs and unexpected outcomes throw you off balance but HEY, guess what. that's life.

it's over and done with so just make do with what little choices you have left.

:( Looks like i ain't gonna retake this year..... But sure, i look at this result slip knowing i never tried my best nor put in much effort and that's the problem with me. Giving up too early, being lazy and making decisions which, in the end, never falls thru. Hahaha.

{Edit, 07March 11.56PM}

So now.... I'm left with few choices and i don't really know what to do! I secretly like economics, hahahahhaha. but i'm probably applying for SMU business & then work rly rly hard so i can either take accounting(90% for it) or economics double degree. We'll seeeeee!

But if i don't get in..... i might just really take a one year hiatus and retake A's again, just to see how much better i can do. you know, to not have any regrets looking at the result slip. YEAH.

Actually, i think i'm just afraid to grow up. :(

I wanna remain like this foreverrrrrrrrrrrr. so carefree & happy! no problems!

I can't imagine myself saying "oh, i'm studying ____ in ____ university" it's just ALIEEEEENNNNNNNN. come on man, new friends i make at the museum think i just got my olevel results. LOL. they say i look 16 or 17 hahahaha.

oh i haven't been blogging much aye. just wanna say, the museum job is great! i meet so many different people everyday and it's truly amazing to see the diverse groups of people who go to SAM. my first day was awfully tiring at the main building but i suppose it's because of that, the subsequent 4 days of work after that was such a breeeeze! i've made many new friends and esp with ageetha the security guard and some others, plus helen the laozhabor, sylvia who's like so motherly to all of us, maisarah the talkative and bubbly one and so on so on so on! :D

and of course thru this job i think i can actually manage communicating with strangers better y'know, cos they'll ask me to explain certain exhibits and i'll try to be as professional as i can, like a tourguide! there, tourguides are called dousens! i'm not too sure how to spell it but it sounds like that. haha.

PLUSSSSSS, i have actually managed to hone my already very formidable STONING SKILLS. serious, i can sit or even STAND and stone for a few hours. but usually i just play sudoku or chat with the other gallery sitters / security guards nearby. hahahaha.

mm, i like this job. it's really flexible and uncle benny's been so nice to help me change and cancel so many days of work because i can't make it :/ he even let me take time off today to go SMU open house :) heh.

okay it's 2.15AM right now i just lost the mood to blog cos my damned picture upload just PHAILED. Baskettttt. Shall try again later when i wake, before work. Zzz. I luv working on weekends cos my parents can fetch meeeee! Woke at 9.24AM today and could still have time for my yummy ba chor mee breakfast & i reached SAM just before 10AM. :)

Kay, time to sleep..... Linda's starting work tmrw yay i finally can have a lunch partner! HOPEFULLY. :/

Anyways, bernard went to serve the nation on saturday haha okay i heard he's still surviving well so that's good! i don't have to see him for the next two weeks maybe the stars will change their alignment and i won't feel like punching him every day. HAHAHAHA. HI BERNIE! :)

okokokkkkk. sleeping time. :) i'm at 3.12 again tmrw! it's becoming my pet gallery la. i won't have no monday blueeeeeeeeeeez! Shall bring more uni stuff to read up on. I don't believe i don't have interest in so many courses!!!!!!!!

GOODNIGHT MY FRIENDS!

To those who are disappointed and sad, cheer up! It's not the end of the world! Use this to motivate you in your future endeavors and you can always take up another degree that you like when you go out into the working world! :) Just think of all the people out there who made decisions (i wouldn't say wrong nor bad cos every decision made at a certain point in time would definitely seem right) and then regretted it so they end up taking another degree again! there are many u-turns la k, sometimes you just haven't found the right one yet.

To those who did well (CONGRATS! :D) and have difficulty choosing whr to apply to, #1 interest, #2 career & money . serious. of course if you have interest and there's good money involved then that's ideal la. interest is one thing.... but you cannot possibly forgo the career path and how much you can actually earn cos ultimately, w/o money how're you gonna survive and live comfortably? we live in singapore, not some countryside, FYI.

i'll dream of retiring to the countryside next time! :D live in a pretty cottage and own a FARM! hahahahahaha. k byebye the mozzies are attacking me again.

and now my finishing sentence,

TJ WAS A WASTE OF TIME, and possibly one of the biggest regret in my almost 19 years of living.

PS: Walaoeh seriously, how do people manage to live a life with no regrets?!

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title: Bad
date: Friday, March 05, 2010
time:11:09 AM

You know how sometimes you don't feel bad for yourself and you think you have no regrets. but then on the actual day when the messages start coming in from people you never expect would actually care about such an insignificant matter (to me, that is) then you feel bad, then you feel sorry, and you know there's nothing you can do to change it... so you start wishing you could have done something before to make things different.

i'm feeling sad for the people around me now knowing i'm gonna let them down.

how?

hmm..... ohwell. going suntec naoz! i just wasted my entire morning doing nothing, lol. wanted to repaint my nails but didn't get down to doing it. rahhhhhhx.

anyway DC went to tantockseng yesterday cos there was a lump growing at his neck O_O but all's good, turns out he had throat infection so that lump was growing there to fight it. lol.

okay byebye :)

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title: No time
date:
time:10:17 AM

Idk, i don't seem to have time for anything these days. it's been a constant rush rush rush!

Anyway, it seems like a very short time ago we sat in the hall taking some fcked up papers for cambridge and today we'll be getting the results of either being very hardworking or just plain lazy. yup, i belong to the latter. am looking at seab.gov.sg now, looks okay. the time table for this year is alr up....but might change slightly. anyway, can only apply for private candidate starting 8 march, so okay.....

but then theres still always that 0.1% miracle i need not apply. we'll see. hahahaha.

i'm not feeling scared or anything eh, 180degrees different from o'levels pls. lol.

cos i guess at that point of time, i actually had a goal to look forward to. now, there's just nothing. haha. i haven't opened any of those university letters thingy, don't even know where i threw them. either the dustbin or...somewhere in my room. lawl.

when are the open houses i also dno pls. heard over the weekends right? LOL. i'm working on saturday and sunday. awesomeeeezzzz.

going for lunch with MEIBE later. :D i'm so grouchy, need more sleeeeep. slept at 5am yesterday after looking blogshop hopping and uploading pictures on this blog(but saved as drafts in the end). HMM. :)

Will continue with the saved pictures draft soonz!

Walaooooooooooooooooo.

Days passing by too fast, i need it to slowwwwwwww down.

To all my friends out there scared shit nervous and all, chillax! what's done is done, no point fretting over something already inked. :) Enjoy the last few hours of being without burden!

Luvluv!

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title: The past few weeks
date:
time:4:03 AM

{EDITED ; 080310!}

Hellooo pure picture post! Not in order!

Last few weeks, i....

-watched dear john on 030310 with bx & bern (cos the couple sat somewhr else hahaha luckily we isolated ourselves.......) we were freaking bored! ok thx thats what being single entails you to be... haha.

-miss rws warehouse! D:

-started work at SAM!

-had my last day of work at USS!

celebrated sophie's birthday on 02 & 03 march!

2nd march was a day filled with surprises, starting from the morning wakeup visit, to mind cafe then GMAX & XTREME SWING, saying our goodbyes and walking all round central (only to find that they freaking dont have any cake shops) so we went cityhall to get a macha red bean cake *LOL, then over to tanah merah to try looking pitiful so that taxi uncles will fetch us. but NOOOOO, none of them wanted to fetch 5, some just ignore sia ta ma de. i think we waited there for close to half an hour since 7.35 or so, till 8.05, before we finally split 2 3 cos pretty aunty dot say must quickly reach! hahahaha. surprised sophie there again lololol.... just when she thought her day with us was over. :D

much thanks to her family for inviting us to dinner and sending all of us home! (:

up they went!

sophie clueless and scared, hahahahhaa :D

-celebrated royce's birthday at suki sushi buffet

-saw an accident after going to bedok on 030310 to send in my spoiled ext hard disk

-went for dinner at marche with this army kid

and so on so on so on! gosh, so many things happening every day tires me out and i end up forgetting a few days later. :( still many more things to be uploaded! including a webcamwhoring session at michele's place on her birthday (280210)

just to end off, 2 more pictures from sophie's birthday!

Kay, i'm finally posting this draft! i'll make an attempt to update more regularly.......

time to get my life in order!

I WANNA WATCH ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!!!!!! now i know how it feels like to be pangsehed :P

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title: Need To Breathe
date: Monday, March 01, 2010
time:8:33 AM

Omg i've been so busy lately i don't even have 5minutes on the computer to do anything at all! Gosh!

My poor pet in PS starving already.

Okkkk think i can only blog tonight, i'm gonna be late for work!

GAH, let's hope today's a quiet affair at SAM, then i won't be so tired to come online tonight.

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